expert at the familiar

I'm a Nothing-New expert, an expert at the familiar. I know how to play it safe, to roll my eyes and make fun of innovation. I don't tolerate questions. Critical thinking is out of the question. What's the point? Go with the flow. Don't rock the boat. Don't listen to talk about doom and gloom. Things will work out... Stop! Not another word. I gotta go back to the drawing board. Start again. I'm all mixed up... fighting demons hatched in my mind. I'm going to be an expert at dealing with the stuff in my mind.